Where is He leading me to? Feels like He is subtly but firmly pushing me to a certain destination. I can’t even tell how tomorrow’s going to look like and it’s been like this for more than six long months now but yes, He did help me confess last week that it’s good that He knows everything and that I know nothing. It’s like we’re in such a close partnership together that things shift everyday depending on the choices I make. Each day, I’m learning to rest in Him and to rejoice and to enjoy life as it is given. But no, not just that. I’m learning to cultivate my life together with Jesus to thrive even more. It’s like an adventure where I let go more and more of my agenda and just let Him be God and me be human. The original order and image being restored; finding my place in my relationship with Him. He is my Father and I am His daughter. He is mine and I am His.
So yes, I have no answers and no solutions and only God can save me in this season. A few days ago I saw Him, my Jesus, smiling at me before our enemies because He knew I was going to choose Him over them. He knew I would stand the test. That’s the confidence our God has in us. He knows we’ll choose Him above all the other gods and pleasures of this world, in the end. When it’s time, He always comes to our rescue. He comes with vengeance.
Jesus was sleeping in the boat when His disciples were trying so desperately to survive in the storm. I could do the same if I trusted the Lord! I could just rest with Him because I know He is there and He is able to save.
I see this tired little girl resting her head and her body on her Father’s chest. He holds her tight and shows her a small blue bird to make her smile. He sings her a lullaby so that she can fall asleep.
And I know she’ll be fine. I know she’ll be alright. That’s what Abba shows me since yesterday.
“That day when evening came, he said to his disciples, “Let us go over to the other side.” Leaving the crowd behind, they took him along, just as he was, in the boat. There were also other boats with him. A furious squall came up, and the waves broke over the boat, so that it was nearly swamped. Jesus was in the stern, sleeping on a cushion. The disciples woke him and said to him, “Teacher, don’t you care if we drown?” He got up, rebuked the wind and said to the waves, “Quiet! Be still!” Then the wind died down and it was completely calm. He said to his disciples, “Why are you so afraid? Do you still have no faith?” They were terrified and asked each other, “Who is this? Even the wind and the waves obey him!”” (Mark 4:35-41)
“By day the Lord directs his love, at night his song is with me— a prayer to the God of my life.”
“But now, this is what the Lord says— he who created you, Jacob, he who formed you, Israel: “Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze. … Before me no god was formed, nor will there be one after me. I, even I, am the Lord, and apart from me there is no savior. I have revealed and saved and proclaimed— I, and not some foreign god among you. You are my witnesses,” declares the Lord, “that I am God. Yes, and from ancient days I am he. No one can deliver out of my hand. When I act, who can reverse it?”” (Isaiah 43:1-2, 11-13)
My friend, tell of the kindness of the Lord, the deeds for which He is to be praised! Yes, the many good things He has done for us, according to His rich compassion and kindness (Is 63:7). THIS is feasting in front of our enemies (Ps 23:5)!
I sing rest and peace over you. I’ve been singing for days now in unknown languages. God does not allow me to record these songs but I know that I’m partaking in the perfect intercession of Jesus Christ for you. Yes, Jesus is praying for you! Unknown people are praying for you! Take courage, my friend.Seulji
WARNING: EXPLICIT CONTENT.
In the morning of May 22, 2021, I had a dream. I saw a multitude of women trapped in a small prison cell and lying hopeless on the floor. One of them was highlighted to me as she was being tormented by a man. This man was experimenting on getting her private part stimulated so that it would continue to be aroused. It was torture! Her inmates had their backs turned and were trying not to watch; they were glad that they were not the target this time.
The torturer was communicating with a group of men who were watching online – some of them were well-known to us. These men were part of his team and encouraging him to keep her aroused. The poor woman, who was rather tender in nature, could not hold the shame any longer and hanged herself afterwards in the same prison cell. She covered her face with a piece of paper beforehand because she did not want her inmates to have to see her dead face.
This dream truly grieved me. The women were held captive by the enemy and his human partners. They were being used as a pornographic tool and left to kill themselves in painful shame and hopelessness. I started interceding for them and God made me realize that I was not only praying for women in the sex industry, but also for women who are suffering from PGAD. So if you can, please join me in the following prayer!
First, we thank you, Lord, for these strong and beautiful women. Thank you that they are made in Your image and that You know them. You formed each and every one of them with Your own hands and breathed Your very breath into them. You are a merciful and compassionate God who loves justice and righteousness and You yearn to set them free! We praise You that You have already won. You are coming with vengeance and You are mighty to save.
I now ask for protection as we proceed to intercede for these women. We hide under the cover of your blood, Jesus, and accept Your righteousness. Fill us with Your Spirit, Father, and empower us to stand firm and fight. Thank you for Your angels who are guarding us. We put on the full armor of God and raise up our shields of faith and the sword of the Spirit as we pray in Jesus’ name:
May the Lord anoint you, women, and fill you with His Spirit so that the eyes of your heart may be opened to know better the love of God for you! You shall see and know the hope to which He has called you, and the riches of the glorious inheritance you have through Christ. As you accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior, you shall be sealed by His Spirit once and for all as His holy one. Your name shall be “Beloved” and “Redeemed”!
I say that you are God’s Delight. No one and nothing can ever separate you from His love. He has chosen you. He is willing to save you. He is willing to heal you. For God so loved the world, that He gave His one and only Son to die on the cross and to be raised back to life so that whoever believes shall not perish but have eternal life! I pray for an increase of faith that you may believe the power of the Holy Spirit.
Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom! You shall be set free from shame as you draw near to God with a sincere heart and with the full assurance that faith brings. I prophesy that your heart will be sprinkled to cleanse you from a guilty conscience and that your body will be washed with pure water. You shall fear the Lord and not harden your heart today when you hear His voice!
As the Spirit of the Sovereign Lord falls on you, you shall believe the good news of salvation. You shall receive a revelation of Christ who has been sent to bind up the brokenheart ed, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners. The Lord’s favor is on you and the day of vengeance of our God has been proclaimed, to comfort all who mourn, and to provide for those who grieve!
I prophesy exchange! As you come to Jesus and lay down all your burdens, you shall receive rest and peace instead! You shall receive a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of joy instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair. Joy will be your portion and complete deliverance from the prison of your heart. You shall no longer accept the lies of the enemy but believe in Truth!
I prophesy revelation! Revelation of God’s incomparably great power for those who believe. That power is the same as the mighty strength He exerted when He raised Christ from the dead and seated Him at His right hand in the heavenly realms, far above all rule and authority, power and dominion, and every name that is invoked, not only in the present age but also in the one to come. God placed all things under His feet!
I prophesy faith in the name of Jesus which will make the darkness in and around you tremble and demons shriek and flee! Your faith shall increase to such a level over the next weeks and months that you comple tely submit to the headship of Christ and are utterly satisfied and satiated with Him who fulfills and completes! You shall be made whole!
Woman of God, you shall live. I say, YOU SHALL LIVE AND DECLARE THE GOOD WORKS OF THE LORD. You shall live to tell of the many good things the Lord has done for you according to His compassion and many kindnesses. The spirit of depression shall leave you as you praise and declare the good works of the Lord! I prophesy HOPE to raise you up from the ground!
Finally I curse you, you vile, tormenting spirit! In Jesus’ name, your hands and feet shall be bound and your ugly mouth shut! The men who partner with you and who do not belong to the Lord shall reap what they sow. But those who have been chosen shall find mercy and return to Him! They shall start fighting for the women and become their greatest ally! God, come to the rescue of all!
The prison doors are open. Women of God, rise up by the strength of God and leave the old place of bondage and shame!
- Ephesians 1:17-23
- Isaiah 61:1-3
- Isaiah 62:4
- Genesis 1:27
- John 3:16
- Isaiah 67:3
- Romans 8:38-39
- Ephesians 6:13
- Psalm 139:14
- Exodus 34:6-7
- Psalm 89:14
- Hebrews 3:14
- Hebrews 10:22