My friend, tell of the kindness of the Lord, the deeds for which He is to be praised! Yes, the many good things He has done for us, according to His rich compassion and kindness (Is 63:7). THIS is feasting in front of our enemies (Ps 23:5)!
I sing rest and peace over you. Jesus is praying for you! Unknown people are praying for you! Take courage, my friend.